I just had to get on here and rant...
Im just reallly like... mad.. orupset or hell I dont know!
but basically here's the story...

so I've been sick since Thursday.. and Monday, justin got sick as well.. also on monday, I decided to go to the clinic to get some antibiotics...

so I did...

basically justin came down there too because i told him that'd be a good place to go..
well... he was kinda upset because he had to wait there soo long.. and i was sick, about to start my period and basically felt like a peice of shit..
well when i got back to work, I was on the phone with him and my friend walks by.. and at the time she walks by... justin was going on and on about the dr and how long it took.. and she overhears me call him an ass... and shes like wahts wrong.. so I was like (out of aggruvation) god i hate him, he called me a dumbass.. (over whatever I dont even remember)
and I broke down and cried (not just bc of justin and the arguing but bc i was sick, about to start my period)

and like she wnet on and on... acting like I should break up with him just bc we argued..
and she was lke "quit making up excuses he should not be rude to u"
and I never disagreed on that.. yes he should be nice to me...

but she was like "you are the one that takes care of the kids" "you are the one that support them" i said WHOA why attack his fatherhood and everythign else just bc he was rude to me and i cried so she acted like I shouldnt even defend everything else she had to say about him and she doesnt even know him.. has never evne met him in person doesnt talk to him online... anything.
my argument is why judge all of the rest of him just because u heard him be rude to me.. or heard us argue... why attack someone u dont even know
shes like "didnt u want me to take up for u"
i was like ok yeah feel sorry for me watever but she was even saying "well ur the one that has to live the life" and i swaer she doesnt even know him at all.

well im done now.

goodnight :)

I was layin here thinkin' about justin..
and it's not really a specific situation that i wanna ramble on about.. it's just all the time..
but I think it's a guy thing......

guys think they can say things to you... and do certain things... and it's no big deal..
and they NeVeR think "what if I were in her shoes?"

they think they can say and do as much as they want... and then when it comes to you saying that same thing to them or doing that same thing oh my god its the end of the world.. becky you so did not do that to me..

are you guys getting my point? I'm kind of sleepy right now... so look over my typing skills..

anyways... like with justin.. it's always been.. why dont you come over here babe, i realy dont like it over ther at your house.. theres nothing to do and it's boring -- so okay, I go over there. well he gets so used to that.. and one friday comes that Im dead tired and I use the SAME excuse.. "well baby i reallay dont like it over there why dont you come over here'
OMG I CANT BELIVE YOU ARENT COMING OVER... OMG OMG OMG... wtf wtf...she so did not say that to me..
lol...okay so i exaggerated a little... but still you get what I'm sayin

and if I ask wehre he's goin its like "OMG you think im out doing something why are you questioning me and being nosy" *even though i dont think hes doin anything bad its just natural to ask questions sometimes"
but if i go somewhere... and he asks me that, its normal to ask questions then!* or if I ask who was that on the phone.. none of your business, it wasnt a girl.. dont worry. but if its me on the phone..WHO WAS YOU TALKING TO? and if i were to say nun ya.. he would be like OMG YOUR CHEATING>.

and its the same with my friends bf, my sisters bf and my dad... and alot of other guys.. so yea it must be a guy thing..

anyways, yea im sleepy as hell but..guys are sooo hypocritical........................does anyone else agree with me??*or is anything im saying making sense... did i mention im sleeppy..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

well.. I just had surgery Thursday on my throat...makes about 30 times that i've had this done. My doctor has to do laser surgery to burn off the blockage inside my throat. It comes back..again..again & again...but the reason for that is because they can't get to the roots ...well they could but it would probably prevent me from ever talking again..therefore they burn it down as far as they can instead of taking that risk...
anyways...the surgery has been needed for at least 9 months..but when I went for my check-up, of course the doctor said he couldn't do it until after I had Lexi...
now, it's finally over...thank god..and I can breathe better and hopefully once my throat heals, talk better as well. I was straining to do both there at the end. The doctor thinks it may have gotten so bad so fast this time because of where I was pregnant, and it kinda messes with your body n stuff...I guess... he explained it in better words... but im dumb :P
hopefully by the time I go back to work, I will sound better...
ya kno.. everyone takes it for granted that they can wake up everyday and talk with no problems...that they can do as much as respond to someone when they ask a question. My throat was actin up so bad there at the end, that I didn't think I was gonna be able to do as much as that...
well.. Ive rambled on enough about this... id say you guys really don't care, but I just wanted to get out some thoughts about it.

:)

Welp, I figured it was time for me to get on here and update my journal. I've been workin' a lot lately, so I don't get much time really... I've been working 2 jobs + overtime at my full-time job... I just figure I'll need the extra cash. Justin has a new job and he works 4 on-4 off,11 hour shifts at 15 bucks an hour.. so that's pretty good... the way his schedules been fallin, he hasnt had a Saturday off tho...so it sucks, that's why i've worked Overtime the past 2 Saturday's.

I'm now 31 weeks pregnant...and I feel like a cow, LOL.. most people say I really dont look that far along.. then some people say I look like I'm about to bust... so I donno.. lol I'm due May 29 - mamaws bday, and I really hope that's the day it comes...that'll make her 89th birthday a good one...I went and saw her today, I was honestly about to fall asleep after I got off work, but I made myself go because I knew she was looking forward to seein me this weekend, as I told her I would come over... and of course, tomorrow, Monday, and Tuesday I have to work 10-hour shifts.....sooo...

Anyways, it was so f'in hot outside today.. I'm seriously about to roast right now, and it almost 11pm...better than being cold I guess? Maybe... Id rather it stay around 60 degrees all the time, if I could have my way......

I've found a name for my baby...KYLAN ALLEN NELSON... I dont really care what anyone else thinks of it, although most people really like it.. but if they dont, who cares.. I do.. it's original and cute...KY-LUN is how you pronouse it btw... lol..

okay, i should have more to say than this, but I'm just tired.. and need to go to sleep... because I didnt get any sleep last night.. really the past freakin 7 months, I havent... cuz I wake up 15564 times havin to pee.... lol..

Im out tho....GoodNight!

beckyA

I couldn't go to work this mornin' (Arby's) because it's icy outside & I'm not riskin my life.. They understand though, so it's all good.. I'm just glad I didn't have to work at ACS today... cuz I wouldn't have wanted to miss.

I'm havin a BOY! Yay!... I would've been happy with a girl too, but I am kinda glad it's a boy cuz that's what everyone was kinda hoping for.

I've been working my ass off lately. I work about 50 hours a week, give or take a few hours. I work at ACS, 4 10-hour days, and 2 days at Arby's usually. I'll probably quit Arby's soon though.... I'm about to get my 300 dollar bonus, so it'd be kinda crazy to quit now...

I'm like NEVER on here anymore. I have so many emails I need to write, maybe I'll get to that later on... after I take a nap. I'm pretty sure this is the first mornin in at least 2 months that I havent had SOMETHING to do.

I'm so fat! I'm like 25 weeks pregnant as of today. yay... only 15 more to go. It's not so bad being pregnant though, I can still do all the stuff I used to do, with few exceptions. I mean I can't lift heavy stuff cuz it's not good on me. The only thing is, I just kinda feel fat & I'm not sure what else, I just kinda feel like no matter what I do to myself, I can't fix myself.. I can't lay in the tanning bed.. I can't wear any of my jeans right now.. *hopefully I'll be able to fit back into those a little later on, lol*... But other than that I feel alright..

I guess I'm gonna get off here and take that nap now...

toodles!!

Brianne says I should post more... So I decided to :P, Plus - I'm bored, but a little tired.. I worked mostly all week at ACS, then yesterday and today and Arbys. I'm tryin to stay there a little longer, so i can get my 6 month bonus, then I'll probably quit. I'm only scheduled for part-time/3 days at ACS, BUT I can still work all of the hours I want, so I'd still get a full paycheck... plus I like that kinda stuff better.. my back and legs have been killin me at Arbys. The job there is okay, especially to be fast food, but it's just hard on me...stayin on my feetfor 8 or so hours..

Anyway, I'm now 13 weeks and 5 days!! YAY! I really am excited about havin a baby... and my supervisor at ACS told me that you get a 6 week leave when you have a baby, and they hold your spot so that you can go straight back to work after your leave.. so that's pretty cool :)...

Oh, and I LoVe my boyfriend :)... He's been so great lately.. I mean he always was, But just more-so lately... more affectionate, and has been finding different wasy to show me how much he cares.. I guess he wants me to know that he's there for me... :) I <3 him.. We've been together for a yr and a month now <3 <3 <3...Hopefully, We'll have an apartment/house soon :)... we're gonna work on that after Christmas...

If i have a girl, i wanna name it Kylie... i just like that name :)... but I want to make sure it's okay with Justin... <3<3

okay, enough ramblin on for tonight, gotta go shoppin with mom tomorrow + work, so I should get in bed

Night Kids!!

<3

Welp, I talked to Brianne last night, and she asked why I never post on livejournal anymore, so I figured I would post. I'm sittin here in the computer lab right now, waitin on lunch to start. It's probably gonna be a bunch of mixed up leftovers from like last week or something, but a persons gotta eat lol.. i may just get a sandwich or something.. I would just go to Arbys or Subway, but I can't be spendin anymore money ... I mean I could but I need to save, because I just got paid a few days ago and a good portion of my paycheck has already been spent (on clothes/fast food/etc etc),and I still have next week to go. I mean if i run out of money, Im sure dad will give me some, but i dont want him to have to...

Anyways, as for my relationship, it's been goin great..better than ever. He's been extra sweet to me lately <3<3<3 ... I miss him :(... I can't wait for the weekend to roll around. Here lately, I've been working until 8 or 9 on Saturday nights, so i wrote my manager a note, asking nicely if I could get off by 5 or 6 on Saturdays. It's rough on me to work til 8 or 9 because 1) that means I dont have much if any time to spend with justin because that's the only night we can really get out and do anything and 2)it leaves me no time to get my stuff ready to head back to school and 3)it leaves me really tired, because I have to work Sunday's like 8-3 so i can get some hours in yet still have time to stop by justins and head back to school to do work-study from 9-11.

For those of you who cares, my weekly schedule normally looks something like this:

Monday - Class 10 work 12-12:50, class 1, & 2, class from 6-8:30
Tuesday - Class 9:30-10:45, work 10:50-12:00, work 2:30-4:30
Wednesday - Class 10, work 12-12:50, class 1, 2, work 6-8
Thursday - Class 9:30-10:45, work 10:50-12, work 3:30-5:30
Friday - Class 10, 1, 2
Satuday - work 10-6
Sunday - work 9-3, work-study 9-11pm

usually all the free time i do have is spent talkin to Justin or at his house...

I'm sorry guys, I'm just really bored.. lol and hungry, but it's not quite time for lunch yet :P

There are some WEIRD people that go to school here... and i mean REALLY weird... so I'm sittin in sociology class this morning (social problems) and the last thing the teacher asked was "is there anything anyone else has to say" and this big weirdo raises his hand and she's like Ronnie? what would you like to add.. and he paused for like 10 seconds.. she's like "go ahead, I wont be offended by anything you have to say"... so he's like "well...I came into this class hoping to learn about social problems and all I'm learning about is feminism. (which is what the freakin chapter was on, and we haven't been in class for 3 weeks yet) She's like ....well... okay.. ???everyone just looked at him weird.. and this girl spoke up and was like "well sexism IS a social problem and and that's what this chapter is about" .. lol then he went on and on, but everyone ignored him and class ended lol....

The teacher said something that was really funny today too.. She was like, "why do girls like to show their cleavage and there butt cheeks, I mean you dont see guys with their genitialia (I cant spell) hanging out" And a guy in the back was like "you obviously haven't been to the boys dorm" HAHA!!! and yesterday, she was like "why are so many people homophobic?... It's not like all homosexuals are out there to jump your bones!" haha.. she's really funny sometimes. Sociology really interests me because of these kinds of talks lol.. there hilarious... I don't think I could have chosen a better major than Social Science.. especially here...nothing else is interesting to me..

well i guess im gonna go Ive bored you guys enough...

Toodles***

I got a job today... at Arby's.. I applied at a bunch of other places and that was the last place I was gonna start, and I ended up talkin to the manager and before I knew it, she was like "when can you start?" haha.. i never thought Id really get that lucky.. and i start out at 6 bucks an hour which is a lot better than I thought I'd get. Most places pay 5.15 or 5.50. Anyway, me and my boyfriend have worked out some things, which is good... so im sorta stress-free right now, which feels awesome. Schools out, I have a job, and a good guy. Theres not much more I could ask for right now.

Welp I guess Im gonna get off here and try to get a tannin bed appointment

later

aww my weekend was great.. I don't have much to say, what im thinkin is hard to put in words, but it was awesome...

things with justin are getting better by the day.. Im soo excited to have him...

he told me he felt lucky to be with me... and i feel the same way too..

he trys to act like he isn't affecionate, but then hes the one whos been huggin on me lately.. so i know he really cares about me, if ive brought out that side of him....................................................
hes soo sweet :)
i <3 him
he gives me so much more confidence than id hvae if i werent with him...
he's so perfect <3 <3 <3

the 29th will make 6 months *

I <3 u Justin!
toodles*

YAY! I don't have to take Social Theory!!!* That's a huge relief. That class would majorly suck ass! Anyways, my schedule for the fall is gonna look somethin like this:

MWF
10:00 Soc 102
1:00 History 203 - American History I
2:00 History 102 - World History I

TuTh
9:30 Psy 320 - Adolescent Psychology

PolSc 111 - Intro to Political Science - Time TBA

My classes shouldn't really be that hard considerin I dont have to take that stupid boring class!!!*

I'm soo glad it's Friday! I hate rain, and what I hate even more is bein here when it's rainin...havin to walk to class .. If I didn't have to be out in it, I wouldn't mind it so much!

I'm hungry....I stay hungry around here. The hunger din just doesn't seem to hit the spot.

I'm tired.. I really didn't wanna get up this morning, I just figured I'd better not miss PE anymore... We shot bow and arrows today.. Well I didn't, I just kinda stood there... and signed the paper sayin I was done at like 10:15, and left to come down here to the computer lab. That class is kinda pointless.

Yesterday was sucha long day, seemed like. I had to get up at 6:40, after goin to bed at like 4. I was soo tired the whole day. I had lab at 8. Worked from 8:30-11, went to hindman with Jess at 11 to apply for a summer job at the James Still Learning center. After I got back, I had to get ready for convocation, yet another waste of time. After convo, I had Beasley's class. After I got out of there, I had to sign up for a room for next year. I was gonna take a nap after that, but i had some laundry to do, then i went to dinner and talked to justin for a little while, took a shower, and watched some TV. I ended up goin to bed around 12:30-1.
Justin caleld me this mornin' around 9 to tell me he was on his way home from London. He's been there all week with his work crew, in a hotel stayin, so they could paint some stuff. But, where it's rainin, they could'nt really do much paintin outside, so they just decided to come on home. I <3 him so much. We had a few problems last week, but we're doin so much better now. I think it was more of a mixed feelings thing, like we both had bad weeks and when the weekend came, we just didn't have fun around each other. We were both stressed and it made the relationship seem dull, but like now we're better and everythings better. :)... I <3 him. hehe.

Welp I guess I better get off here and head to Physical Science

TOoDlEs*

They're now offering Social Theory (YUCK!) this fall, and I have to take it becuz it wont be offered again until after I graduate. Ugh, that sux. I'll probably take Political Science too, which is gonna be a night class. It shouldn't be too hard. I'll probably take those, adolescent psychology, history 203 and history 101. There are other classes I need to take too, but I guess they'll have to wait. I thought my schedule was gonna be easy when I come back in the fall, but now I'm not really sure. I don't think it'll be like really stressful or anything, but it wont be pie either. I'm hoping to maybe graduate with close to a 3.0, but not sure I can really get that. College is a lot harder than high school.

I <3 Justin....

Toodles.

b e s t
1. male friend: my bf Justin/Shawn/Clipper
2. female friend: Jessica Chapman
3. vacation: Florida/Washington DC

w o r s t
1. time of day: early in the morning
2. day of the week: Monday
3. food: Shrimp
4. memory: When justin asked me out

l a s t
1. person you saw: Justin
2. talked to on the phone: Sis
3. hugged: Justin
4. texted: This guy named Bobby

t o d a y
1. what are you doing now: at Justins house chillen
2. wearing: tshirt/ballshorts/socks
3. better than yesterday: about the same
1. is: sunday
2. got any plans: hang out with Justin, eventually go back to school
3. goal: to study lol
4. dislikes about tomorrow: school/a test

f a v o r i t e
1. number: 7
2. place: Uhm... not sure
3. color: Purple, light blue
4. season: summer

c u r r e n t l y
1. missing someone: Justin, always am even when im with him
2. mood: content
3. wanting: to hug Justin, I will inna sec when im done w/this

t r u e or f a l s e
* i am a cuddler: true
* i am a morning person: false.
* i am a perfectionist: false
* i am an only child: false
* i am currently in my pajamas: true (ball shorts n tshirt is my pjs lol)
* i am currently pregnant: false!
* i am currently single: false.
* i am currently suffering from a broken heart: false! :)
* i am okay at styling other people's hair: true.
* i am left handed: false.
* i am addicted to my myspace: false.
* i am addicted to livejournal: false
* i am online 24/7, even as an away message: true, except weekends
* i am very shy around the opposite gender: false
* i bite my nails: true
* i can be paranoid at times: very true.
* i currently regret something that I have done: true.
* when I get mad I curse frequently: true.
* i enjoy country music: true.. some
* i enjoy jazz music: false
* i enjoy smoothies: true.
* i enjoy talking on the phone: very true.
* i have a cell phone: true.
* i have a hard time paying attention at school: true.
* i have a hidden talent: false
* i have a lot to learn: true
* i have a pet: true! about 6 of them actually
* i have a secret that i am ashamed to reveal: probably true.
* i have a tendency to fall for the wrong person: sometimes.
* i have all my grandparents: false. :(
* i have been told that i am smart: true.
* i have been told that i have an unusual sense of humor: true. my last entry is proof of that. lol
* i have broken a bone: false.
* i have bathed someone: false.
* i have changed a diaper: false.
* i have changed a lot over the past year: pretty damn true.
* i have done something illegal: true, on many occasions. lol
* i have friends who have never seen my natural hair color: definitely true.
* i have had major/minor surgery: true. many, actually.
* i have killed another person: false.
* i have had my hair cut within the last week: false.
* i have had the cops called on me: false.

as much as i dislike school sometimes, I'm sorta startin to get excited about next semester. My classes are gonna be pretty easy, suprisingly. My schedule is probably gonna be this:

Mon/Wed/Frid
9-9:50 - Hist 203 - American History, which since Ive already taken that once, I should do great. I've finally learned her teaching style pretty well.
10-10:50 - Soc 102 - This class is under Ms. Stumbo, and she seems to be fairly easy. I should do good in here.
1-1:50 - Sociology of Gender - This class is also taught by Ms Stumbo. It shouldn't be too bad.
2-2:50 - History 101 - This class is taught by Dr. Beasley. He grades pretty easy, and you really never have to take notes in his class, you can just look up the terms and study that way.

Tues/Thurs
9:30-10:45 - Adolescent Psychology - Psy 320 - This class is taught by Charlene Bentley. The way her classes are, the tests aren't gonna hurt you if you don't do so well on them. There are plenty of chances to earn a decent amount of points in her classes.

I'll have work study from 11-1 everyday, which wont be too bad. It's better and keeps me more organized havin it the same time everyday. I'll be done by 1 on tues n thurs, except for convo days, and 3pm on mon wed friday. :)

Im gonna go shower

Later!

I wish the weekend would hurry and come.... it's passing by pretty fast, but not fast enough for me. Yesterday, I got really aggruvated. I had lab from 11-1250.. well was suppose to..he kept us til 1:10 since no one has class at 1 on tues/thurs. GRR.. I was sooo bored..Then I had beasley at 2... it was pretty boring. My workhead stopped me and told me she needed to talk to me... I'm hoping its not about me missin or sumthin. Half the time I coem up here, the doors are locked, and the other half, i look on the schedule and NOONE that's suppose to be here IS here. It's really inconvienent for me, and it shouldn't be. There's 7 workers up here, and there's only enough work for one, if that! It's crazy. If they happen to send me over the work-study office, I'm gonna tell em that too. They don't need all these workers up here. It gets really annoying not having anything to do, and no one else showing up, and the doors being locked. She was wantin to talk to another worker here too, So Maybe it's not that? Maybe its sumthin about playlists? Ill soo give someone a mouthful if they start on me. I'm happy now that yesterdays over though it just seemed like one of those long stressful days.. I just felt bothered. It's ok now though, I just can't wait til the summer. :) I've been doin my diet good for almost 2 weeks now. I've lost about 6 pounds and still goin strong :D.

I think Imma go up to Justins house today...His cell phones out of minutes so i cant call him grr. I need him to call me about an hour b4 he leaves work cuz i gotta leave n stop by the tannin bed and walmart...

Welp, Imma get off here n go to lunch.. I was suppose to meet my workhead up here at 12 but it's not suprising to me that she isn't here.

Welp later!

Well, Its the final day of spring break and I'm sittin here at the house bored. Sis is at school n' mom and dad are takin a nap... since they get up at the crack of freakin dawn... lol anyways, I think me and mom r goin to walmart in a little while...hopefully.. I have to get some crap for school and the only place I can get most of it is walmart... the dollar store just doesn't cut it sometimes.
This week hasn't been too interesting for me, but Ive had a few thigns to do........

Monday - I didn't do much at all except sit here and be bored.. I can't remember goin anywhere... I dont think I did well except for the track.. I walked/ran a mile.. Im trynna get in shape.. lol.

Tuesday - Me and mom went to the track after cleanin out my car. It hadn't been cleaned in forever...then, me mom n dad went to take some cans off... they were offerin 50 cents a pound.. we had 155 pounds of cans... haha.. it took forever to get up that many though. After we got back, I got ready cuz at 5, me and mom had to go pick up sis from softball practice.. then mom had to go to a stupid meeting they were havin'...Then we went home, and I went to Justin's to pick up this computer monitor since my other one messed up. After that, I came home and went to bed.

Wednesday - I had to go to lexington for a drs appt. We had to leave at like 5:30...He said I was alright so I'm glad. No more trips to lexington til September for another checkup. After we got back, I rested up. Around 8, I went to the tannin' bed and to pick up sis from Katie's house. Then we came home N i talked to Justin and went to bed.

Thursday - I got up around 9, got ready, me and mom went to the track around 10... Then we headed to my grannys. We had to take her up to Grundy, Va to get some cabbage plants and seeds n flowers and a buncha crap for her garden. I can't believe she even still gardens. She's 86 years old! She's healthy for that age though. But ne wayz, we went up there, ate at the huddle house, went to all the places she needed to go, then came back around 4... we helped her unload her stuff, then headed up to east ridge to pick up Sarah and Jamie from softball practice. After that, we dropped mom off at the house and dropped Jamie off and went to the tannin' bed....Then we headed home.

Friday - Today, I think me and mom r goin to walmart in a lil bit. Justins comin over later or im goin over there 1.. to watch the UK game...

Me and Justin have been together for 4 months and 18 dayz. :]

Im out though .......

Later

1.EVER BEEN GIVEN A RING?
Nope

2. LONGEST RELATIONSHIP?
The one I'm in now... almost 5 months

3. LAST GIFT YOU RECEIVED:
hmm... card and flowers from Justin on V-day

4. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU DROPPED YOUR CELL?
wow.. too many to count

5. WHEN'S THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT?
today actually, i walked/ran a mile

6. THING(S) YOU SPEND A LOT OF MONEY ON?
Clothes, Gas, Food

7. LAST FOOD YOU ATE?
Eggs and Sausage... a late breakfast lol

8. FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX?
nice hair and eyes

9. ONE FAVORITE SONG?
2 many to pick just 1

10. WHERE DO YOU LIVE?
Elkhorn City/Poorbottom

11. HIGH SCHOOL YOU ATTENDED?
Millard and East Ridge

12. CELL PHONE SERVICE PROVIDER?
Appalachin Wireless

14. LONGEST JOB HELD?
Goodys (4 months) (well if u dont count work study)

15. DO YOU OWN A PAIR OF DICE?
I dont reckon

16. DO YOU PRANK CALL PEOPLE?
At school cuz we dont have caller ids, and it's really funny to use sound boards, they actually think they're talkin to some1.

17. LAST WEDDING ATTENDED?
My cousins, When i was 4.

18. FIRST FRIEND YOU'D CALL IF YOU WON THE LOTTERY?
Justin

19. LAST TIME YOU ATTENDED CHURCH?
a few wednesday nights ago

20. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT?
Wendy's

21. BIGGEST LIE YOU HAVE HEARD?
"ive only been with 5 girls" haha

23. WHERE'S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO EAT WITH FRIENDS?
Renos.. or just fast food

24. CAN YOU COOK?
Ha.. no not really

25. WHAT CAR DO YOU DRIVE?
My dad's 9? pontiac grand prix for now

26. BEST KISSER?
MY BF :) of course,,, Justin

27. LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
THe other day I guess

28. MOST DISLIKED FOOD?
Greens

29. THING YOU LIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
my eyes are alright... physically, but all around, I like the fact that I'm a 100 percent warm-hearted person.. I can't STAND to make fun of anyone or know im hurtin someones feelings on purpose.. with the exception of my sister's lol.

30. THING YOU DISLIKE MOST ABOUT YOURSELF:
Impatient, I worry way too much and think about things wayy to much instead of goin with the flow.

32. LONGEST SHIFT YOU HAVE WORKED AT A JOB?
9 hours

33. FAVORITE MOVIE?
Hmm.. Scary Movie, Remember the Titans, and Coach Carter

35. LAST CONCERT ATTENDED?
uhm a christian concert about 5-6 yrs back with my old youth group

36. LAST KISS?
Justin, of course!

37. LAST MOVIE RENTED?
me and justin rented Saw II, even tho I'd already watched it.

38. NEVER LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
Cell phone, money

39. FAVORITE VACATION SPOT?
Hmm.. Not sure really I geuss a nice beach in florida or sumthin

40. DO YOU LIKE CHINESE FOOD?
Yeah.

41. HOW BIG IS YOUR BED?
Twin size

42. IS YOUR ROOM CLEAN?
UHm since Im home on spring break, I'm sorta livin out of suitcases I guess you could say lol.. OR just out of the floor since that's wehre i PUt all my clothes when i unpacked.. well actually, if youre interested in knowing(whcih youre probably not) I put them on my bed, then i got tired and shoved them in the floor.. lol sry imma lil crazy.

43. LAPTOP OR DESKTOP COMPUTER?
desktop and laptop.. i prefer a desktop to type on.. but a laptop is useful to conserve space... of coruse mine doens't work with the network at school cuz its kinda old.. Ugh.. sux.

44. FAVORITE COMEDIAN?
probably dane cook or larry the cable guy

45. DO YOU SMOKE?
UGH, NO .. gross

46. SLEEP WITH OR WITHOUT CLOTHES ON?
on

47. WHO SLEEPS WITH YOU EVERY NIGHT?
me myself n i

48. DO LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIPS WORK?
IF you really love each other, they do

49. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN PULLED OVER BY THE POLICE?
None... well once in a road check lol if that counts

50. PANCAKES OR FRENCH TOAST?
Both r good

51. DO YOU LIKE COFFEE?
Ugh.. No ew. It gives me headaches.

52. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled or with the yellow.. both ways are good

53. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY?
I guess?

55. LAST PERSON ON YOUR MISSED CALL LIST?
Justin probably

56. WHAT WAS THE LAST TEXT MESSAGE YOU RECIEVED?
Ugh... I dont use it.. I used to, but Hell i dont remember who last texted me

57. MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING?
Burger King, Im not a big fan of McDonald's

58. NUMBER OF PILLOWS?
one or two.

59. WHAT ARE YOU HEARING RIGHT NOW?
a lil music my sis left on tv... shes sleepin so im bout to turn it off

60. PICK A LYRIC, ANY LYRIC OR SONG?
What hurts the most, is bein so close ..havin so much to say.. and watchin you walk away..never knowin what could have been, and not seein that lovin you was what i was tryin to do

61. WHAT KIND OF JELLY DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PB & J SANDWICH?
grape .

62. CAN YOU PLAY POOL?
I can but i havent in a long time

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO SWIM?
nope

64. FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
resee's peanut butter.. they have it at school its great

65. DO YOU LIKE MAPS?
I guess? lol..

66. TELL ME A RANDOM FACT ABOUT YOURSELf
I miss playin basketball so bad.. and Id do anything to go back in time and play again :) oh and I love Justin :)

68. EVER ATTEND A THEME PARTY?
I dont reckon so..

69. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON?
anything but winter.. i hate cold weather

70. LAST TIME YOU LAUGHED AT SOMETHING STUPID?
ha.. when arent i laughin at somethin stupid

71. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING ?
530 actually, had to go to Lexington for a drs appt... Ugh, it sucked

72. BEST THING ABOUT WINTER?
Christmas :)

73. LAST TIME A COP GAVE YOU A TICKET?
Never gotten one, thank god.. *knock on wood*

75. NAME OF YOUR FIRST PET?
I think a cat named Lucy

76. DO YOU THINK PIRATES ARE COOL OR OVERRATED?
Ughm i think there kinda stupid and overrated

77. WHAT ARE YOU DOING THIS WEEKEND?
friday, i'm hanging out with chris bentley. i dunno about saturday. but i have to work both days too...

79. WHAT IS THE THIRD LETTER OF YOUR NAME?
B or C.. cordin if ur talkin bout reBecca or beCky

80. HOW OLD ARE YOUR PETS?
My dogs that stay outside, well there both like maybe 3 or 4...My lil doggie is bout a year and 1/2.. One of my cats is bout 5... n the other 2 r like maybe 8 months or so...yea its like an animal farm round here

81. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BACKPACK?
red its a one strap backpack

82. ARE YOU SICK?
i dont reckon so..

83. DO YOU GO TO SCHOOL?
Yep .. college.. bout ready to finish my 3rd year.

84. IS THE BATHROOM DOOR OPEN?
Yep it usually stays that way unless we're gone

85. ARE YOU ON A LAPTOP?
Nope, desktop

86. ARE YOU WATCHING MTV?
Not at the moment, but i do sometimes

87. ARE YOU SMILING?
No.. lol. wait i kinda am now

88. DO YOU HAVE ON EYELINER?
I just took my makeup off actually, so no, but i did

90. ARE YOU BLONDE?
Sorta creamy blonde, but not ditzy blonde

91. DO YOU HAVE A MYSPACE?
Hell yea its addictive too

92. ARE YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL?
not since 2003

93. DO YOU LOVE SOMEONE?
yep

94. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NAME?
I donno really

95. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR BATHING SUIT?
blue and green

96. DOES YOUR SCHOOL START IN AUGUST?
yep

97. DID YOU GO ON VACATION LAST MONTH?
Nope

98. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A CRUISE?
Nope

99. DO YOU HAVE A SISTER?
yep shes a 16 yr old brat!

100. ARE YOU UPSTAIRS?
Nope

....I'm sittin here in Jess's room... decided I'd post an entry before I went to Beasley's class. I think i did well on his test... Guess I'll see today if he gives it back to me. I've had a pretty fun week. Monday night, I went to a ball game with Neysa. Her old high school was playin JBS in the regional tournament at Knott Central. Tuesday night, I went to the movies with Jess... I watched Date Movie. It was pretty awesome. Last night, I went to watch sis play at the expo center in the regional tournament. They played a good game, but lost, against Magoffin County. Tonight, I probably wont do much at all. This weekend, Ill be spendin time with Justin. That should be fun. He's been really sweet to me lately. He said he may do sumthin special this weekend for me. He's soo awesome. :).... He's by far the best boyfriend possible.

I can't wait til Spring Break! I defintley need a break from school... But Id say ill get pretty bored... prolly hang out with Justin a lot over break..

Welp, i g2g to class now..

Later!

I had a longggg weekend.. well long saturday... I had a lot to do. Saturday mornin', I got up at like 7:30... to get ready, and took sis down town to her Upward Bound meetin.. That lasted until 12:30 or so, So me and mom had to go find stuff to do.. First, we went to WAL-MART.. stayed there for awhile..then we went over to GOODY'S.. Then to get some gas at FOOD CITY....Then to WENDY'S to get some food... Then we went to SOUND HOUSE MUSIC to get me some reeds for my clarinet..cuz i haven't played it in forever, so I figured I'd get it out of the closet (my dog had chewed my only good reeds sooo had to have new ones)...then we went to FASHION BUG and THE DOLLAR TREE and looked around.. then to GATTILAND to pick up sis, then, she wanted to go back to WAL-MART so we did.. then to Goody's.. THEN, we had to go to PIKEVILLE SOFTBALL FIELD to pick up Katilyn (Sarah's friend)...Then, we headed home.... oh and we had to stop at QUALITY FOODS.. where i played a prank on Sarah by leavin her in the parkin lot at the pop machines while goin down the road, makin her think we left her... That would never get old to do that to sum1.. lol.. It was really funny.. Anyways, we finally headed HOME after that long mornin.. got there bout 2:30... Around 3, I took a nap ..got back up around 5 and showered and got ready to go out with Justin, sis and Kaitlyn. Justin got to the house around 8... and sure enough as we got ready to go out the door, we were sent to complete the task of pickin up some guy on BOWLIN FORK that was with this other guy who was soon to be taken off to jail for not payin child support. Apparently, they wouldn't take him home, and someone had to come get him.. or they were gonna take him to jail to. So, we went up there, in the head of freakin drugville to pick Neil up... Neil is a good guy he just happened to be with the wrong crowd I guess.. But yeah, we had to go almost to the head of the holler... So anyways, we took him home, and finally headed out to PIKEVILE. We had to take sis and kaitlyn back to GOODY'S to get Kaitlyn some matchin shorts or sumthin cuz her and sis and a buncha other girls were gonna do sumthin for district.... We dropped them off at WAL-MART, and headed to RENO'S to eat. After leavin there, we headed back to WAL-MART and hang out there for a little while, then finally headed HOME. That was just one adventerous night... I'll just tell ya.

Justin was soo sweet to me this weekend though. After seein him Friday, Saturday, and today... after I got back from softball practice and eatin at the lighthouse with Jess, he was like "i was gonna ask you to come back up, but I didn't figure you would after just seeing me earlier" I was like aww of course I would. I'm so glad that he actually misses me when I'm not around. I mean I guess he's suppose to, but I'm glad when he actually lets me know that. He said he wishes he could spend more time with me but hey, absense makes the heart grow fonder .. or so that's what they say :)... I <3 him.....I dressed up really nice for him on Saturday night, when he first seen me, I think he was in shock or sumthin... he didnt say much then all the sudden, he just kept bein like you really look so great tonight... all dressed up and stuff... aww hes so sweet. :)...

Welp i Guess i better go study or sumthin

Later!

awww justins called me like 4 times today. He usually doesn't call me that much when he's at work. He called me this mornin around 11, and then around 12 45, 2, then aroaund 3 15... whenever he called me at like 12 sumthin, he wuz like I just reallllly cant wait til i see you tomorrow. He was bein sooo sweet. I love when he expresses how excited he is. Usually, guys don't show their excitement...but here lately, he has. He had some stuff that had been botherin him that he finally told some ppl about n got it off his chest, so he's just been in a really good mood. It's great though :)..

me and jess are still suppose to be goin to walmart tonight, even though Matt asked her to go to the mexican resturaunt with him..she said she had promised me so she wasn't lettin me down.. but now i feel sorta bad. I don't want to be the reason she couldn't go out w/him tonight.. but she wont listen. she's sucha sweet girl.. Im really glad that I know her. :).

Well, time to take another nap..

Later!

Today was alright.. I guess... sorta boring until tonight. I had Physical Science class at 11... and then went to work study for a little while, then lunch. after that, I came up to my room and fell asleep for a little while, missed Biology... I woke up thinkin Jess would be back from her trip so we could go to dinner, but she wasn't. I just did some laundry and waited for her to get back. We were suppose to go to Hazard tonight but since she didnt get back up here til like 9, we just ran out to DQ and got some food...then came back, and I hang out with her and Whitney for a little while, talked to Justin on the phone some, then came back to my room.
I hope Jess gets to come home w/me next weekend... my sister's wantin her to try and fix her hair in braids lol.. me, her, and Justin are suppose to go to sis's game, well she should have a game if she wins on Monday against Pikeville, they should play shelby valley if it all works out like i think it will. We're suppose to go bowlin saturday.
I'm so tired.. I have to get up at like 7, which sux ass.. I hate lab.. then I have 4 hours of work-study... then class.. then im gonna take a nap.. and at 8, after Jess get's done with work-study, we're suppose to go to Hazard. I gotta pick up some pics to finish Justin's late v-day gift with. I'm makin him a scrapbook. I <3 him:)...

GoodNight!!!*